False Start
from the History of Rock & Roll
20" x 30"
acrylic  and rhinestones on canvas
2010
Exhibitions
Bering Art Collective, Houston, Texas, The History of Rock & Roll, October 9 - 30, 2010
False Start memorializes a fracture—not just the death of Kurt Cobain, but the collapse of a cultural wave that had given voice to a generation’s discontent. In 1994, three years after Nevermind reshaped the musical landscape, Cobain’s suicide marked the end of grunge’s raw ascendancy. The sound that had challenged the polished veneer of 1980s pop—angry, vulnerable, unfiltered—was silenced.


Grunge was more than music. It was the voice of Generation X: a cohort told they would be the first in a century to fare worse than their parents. The songs were filled with fear, self-doubt, and a refusal to play along. For a brief moment, rock & roll was dangerous again—unruly, unmarketable, and deeply human.


With Cobain’s death, that moment ended. The movement softened, scattered, or disappeared. False Start captures this rupture in visual form: chaotic, vibrant, and unresolved. At the left, Melpomene—the muse of tragedy—watches over a swirling maelstrom, a formation that cannot cohere. It is the death of an idea, the unraveling of a promise.


In the lower left corner, a haunting detail: the last image the world would see of Cobain—his tennis shoe-clad foot and hand, half obscured on the floor of his Seattle home. It is not spectacle. It is elegy.


The rhinestones, embedded within the chaos, shimmer like echoes of a sound that once united a generation. In False Start, they are not celebratory—they are residual. Traces of a voice that burned too bright, too fast.